Wednesday, March 19, 2008

Think think and click...

So I have finally started opened my blog site and have also posted an introduction on why and how I began this journey and a poem, which was a past time during a very boring lecture.2 posts but now I'm stuck. Have no idea, what so ever, on what to write.
The thought that I should start my own blog had been sowed since the past one year. The final decision to finally open one during the last one month precisely the day I wrote the poem. I remember that week wasn't a very happy and amazing week. I was feeling low, but some how after writing the poem I felt different. An excitement had creped inside me. I couldn't wait to go home and login. But no my comp decided that it wouldn’t let me be successful in my plans.
With a lot of cajoling n sweet talking to my computer it finally started working but bad luck still continued and the internet was determined to crash my plans. One thing led to another and by the end I knew blog starting wasn’t going to be in action until exams get over. So I decided to wait. And here I am after a long wait.
It feels so different to write just like that. To put your writing skills to some use. And since I am stuck at home blog writing definitely was a good source as a time pass.
Reading books, listening to music, watching movies, surfing the internet. All of this has a limit. And here to my rescue comes this hobby. But again I'm stuck on what to write about. I’m sure not everybody but someone might have got stuck at the same point.
So since morning I was wondering and thought of various options. Being a very systematic person I wrote my options but some how none of the topics I thought I would love to write about brought an excitement in me. I debated over and over again but came to no results.
And then I finally came to a conclusion on why not write about the confusion that I have. The thought process going on in my head. After all my blog, my articles and the most important thing my words and my emotions from heart. And although this article might not make perfect sense it does make a little sense. To a person it might look like a girl blabbering what ever is in her head but to me these word are a way of expressing my experience as a first time blogger.
And so I have decided that all my future topics would be what I feel at the moment. It might look like just rattleling away to glory but I’m sure it would also bring a small smile on the face of the person reading this article. After all people did love "Geet" of Jab we met. She talked and talked on screen and so have I...just that there is a difference in the screen.
Anyways that’s all for now...watch out for more

Tuesday, March 18, 2008

Distracted Thoughts

Waiting for the bell ring,
I day dream through the lecture.
Looking around;
Wondering 'why am I here?'
Hoping that time runs,
Ending this never ending present.
Determined to pay attention,
I try, in vain;
Distracted by thoughts of my cosy bed and warm blanket.
I try keeping open eyes,
Trying to not think about the pleasures so nice,
Try the best to pay attention,
to hear what she says;
So that it will get me through my dreaded exam days.
Not bothered I continue to stare at the door,
Hoping for mates to show up soon,
The phone vibrates.
Reasoning their absence.
I go back to day dreaming,
In my happy world;
Trying to forget of the long day ahead.
The bell rings.
Ending a part of the day,
I wait again, to day dream,
Waiting for the next lecture to began.

A new begining

"People are not mind readers and you are no magician to communicate without expressing."
Know that these words aren't from the mouth of a well renowned person. These are one of my few short philosophies.


For me writing always, until school and junior college was just essays and comprehensions.I never knew that I could also write without being told to or compelled.As far as I can remember I was a book worm.Classic,mystery, horror; I was interested in every kind of book.But never writing; until I was in secondary. I remember writing short poems.But again somehow as every other kid I was easily distracted and writing took a backseat.

To start writing again was a decision that i took with a lot of encouragement from a very dear friend.I was eagerly waiting to start writing but busy schedules kept me away.When I had the time in hand to write I didn't but when I wanted to write time kept me away and now finally at the very beginning of my summer vacation I have taken a step forward to renew my hobby.

Its now time for me to express and share my thoughts,ideas.I am finally stepping into a wonderland of words.A long journey which has its beginning from here..
Its time to put the thinking cap on :))