Walk away

What did I do?
That I deserved,
A lie from you.

What did I say?
That you went away,
And left me alone to wait.

For all the promises you made,
As fragile as glass were they.
And how I believed in you,
But it was never you.

If only it was fiction,
Like I said.
Truth a fiction,
You made.

And how many times,
that I asked.
No its a lie,
You wore a mask.

When the curtains rose
that day,
I saw clearly,
Your true face.

And a word,
You couldn't say.
A dream, a phase;
I'm in a daze.

I'm stuck at the day,
When you came.
I wish I could just;
End it now.
And walk towards the light,
I just saw;
so I break your chains,
And walk away.

To a new bright shiny day.

The 'Un' broken pact

It happened one night,
Under the starry skies.
We stood in the moon light,
and met eye to eye.

I reached my hand towards you,
To touch you and feel you.
To realize the fact,
Were we a real pact?

It was just air I felt,
I saw you melt.
There you stood before,
Now you are no more.

Disappeared from my sight,
To reach another height.
In front of her you stood.
I stood as still as a wood.

Watched her reach out to you,
To touch and feel you.
You were her fact,
Her unbroken pact.

Window of sense

I look outside the window,
and smile,
at the moon that shines,
bright up in the sky.

I stand near the window,
and feel the cold breeze,
the wind that blows,
swaying the leaves.

I stand near the window,
I hear a sweet music.
Of the Christmas carols,
that soothe the senses.

I stand near the window,
I smell something great,
the food that cooks in the kitchen,
served on my plate.

Uncertainty of Life

Life is uncertain,
One can't deny.
At time a bed of roses,
Which is not a lie.
At times as sharp as the thorn,
It pricks you hard,
But teaches you a lesson,
and experience you gain.
For life is uncertain,
one can so say.

You never know when sadness prevails,
or with joy your heart shall wail.
Its unexpected news that one can say.
for we always hope for the best,
but not is it always.
Take life with a pinch of salt,
is an old saying in the book.
But can it be so always?

The mind boggles with these random questions,
And a poem is formed this way,
For neither can I nor you can say.
What will come our way.
For life is uncertain,
I can't deny any day.

I promise..

When you feel down,
when things go wrong.
Look around,
I wont be gone.

When life hits u bad,
or when you feel mad.
Don't be sad,
I am here to hold your hand.

When darkness fills the room,
the flowers refuse to bloom,
Just look at the moon.
I'll be there soon.

When sadness prevails,
and you want to wail.
Don't look so pale,
away we shall sail.

When the room is empty,
and when you feel alone.
Don't worry my friend,
I am here to take you home.

Truth

You did make me smile,
you made me cry,
But today you are a big lie.

I waited and hoped for the day,
when you would be in front of me to say,
I'm here darling,
come run into my arms,
I wish to hold you close,
so close to my heart.

The day did come our way,
just that u stepped away,
Saying those same words,
except they didn't come my way.

I stood there as she ran into you,
You held her close to you.
You couldn't even see me cry,
the tears that rolled down my eyes.
you saw me then,
but looked away like I wasn't even present.

You held her closer to you,
she was lost in the embrace between the two of you.
I saw all this from a distance,
but you made no effort to clear the presence.

You looked at her in the eye and called her love,
my heart stalled when you said those words.
I wished you were my work of fiction.
A memory that that could be erased in a fraction.
but there you are in flesh and blood.
holding her close to you as I stand behind the wood.

When my heart speaks for me

My phone said beep,
I run to take a quick peep.
hoping its you,
but alas its a false mew.
Then came in a call..
my heart for a second stalled.
I wish its you.
but that wish is too good to be true.

I sleep on my phone,
even at home,
never leaving its side,
I cant believe at times you are mine.
days and hours have gone by,
and I wish I could be by your side.

A network that keeps us connected,
a site that brought us together,
It makes me sad,
and I feel bad,
at times I even get mad,
The connection that sends my thoughts to you,
gets lost on its way to you,
I am so far away from you.

Lying on my bed at night,
Your face in my sight.
I wish I could hold you tight...
I long for the time we spend,
not relying on phone connections.

I cannot wait to feel your touch,
which would make me blush.
I think I live in a world of dreams,
You are a fiction..at times it seems.
I cannot wait to feel your touch,
a truth,a reality...a dream very much.

Come soon my darling I wait for thee,
to kiss u and hug you..and hope one day its love that's meant to be.